June 2009
85 posts
i can’t decide, smooth criminal or billie jean?
to feign ignorance: to pretend to not know something that is deeply troubling
delusional: to pretend to not know something that is deeply troubling, and to hide it from yourself
“The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention; that sometimes your heart takes you places you shouldn’t be, places that are as scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. And sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead to a happy ending. And that’s not even the difficult part. The difficult part is when you follow your heart,...
count the headstones
“Sometimes you think you’re living out one story, but the truth turns out to be something else entirely.”
at the time, i thought the story was about whether or not you had the strength, the courage, or whatever else you needed to be free.
if only i understood what the real story was.
honestly, i still don’t know. but i would like to.
if you’re waiting for an...
is it possible to love someone too much?
guilty.
i didn’t forget the first time you played canon in d for me - you didn’t forget either, considering how much crap i get for my reaction that night.
you wouldn’t believe me if i told you now, because you have yet to after the numerous times i’ve told you - but i wasn’t laughing because it was you, or because it was me, or because it was us and a guitar, or because...
“She believed in dreams, alright, but she also believed in doing something about...”
– Walt Disney, speaking of Cinderella (via quotewhore)
“Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in...”
i didn’t know you at all!
i’m not a fan of rockband, or guitar hero, although it’s incredibly fun..
but when this comes out, i’m buying it. the whole set.
“She’s a handful, but all the best ones are.”
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the many faces of CAD, and.. the singular expression.
we were sailing along, on moonlight bay we could hear the voices ringing, they seemed to say, ‘you have stolen my heart, now don’t go away -’ as we sang love’s old sweet songs on moonlight bay
you could’ve been just a one night stand. it could’ve been just once. but i kept wanting more, i kept coming back to you - remember? once could’ve been enough,...
“You must realise we’re not here by accident; some force, some...”
please.
“Being in a couple is hard. And committing, making sacrifices; it’s hard. But if...”
“Oh, the comfort - the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person -...”
lest we forget;
“cheers darlin’” 7:24 p.m. & 08-05-2008
“because its truth for me too”
i think what’s amazing is that i can’t even find the words to describe how i feel anymore.
and i really like that feeling, for some odd reason.
because it feels like there is no need to dissect anything, no need to reason, no need to try and make this any more or any less than...
my boy Iollipops
“You know it’s love when the tiny details about another person, ones that are insignificant to most people, seem fascinating and incredible to you….”
this is why. you still don’t believe me yet, but someday you might. this is the reason why i love watching you do little insanely anal things like rearrage your wallet, or giggle a little when you twitch even the slightest bit, or spend...
“You don’t get to choose. You just fall in love and you get this person who...”
bizarre celebrations
let’s pretend we don’t exist let’s pretend we’re in antartica
maybe we’ll never die, i’ll just keep growing younger with you, and you’ll grow younger too - and i know it sounds too good to be true, but the best things always do
you’re my reason for reason the step in my groove and if you say, ‘this life ain’t good enough,’ i would give my world to lift you up i could change my life to better suit your mood cause you’re so smooth and just like the ocean under the moon well that’s the same emotion that i get from you you got the kind of lovin’ that can be so smooth
give me your...
can't wait
with one word, you are my world.
i love you.
emotional abuse
I will recognize that when I’m resentful or angry, I’m really hurt, anxious, or uncomfortable, that you are most likely hurt, anxious, or uncomfortable, too.
I will care when you are hurt, anxious, or uncomfortable.
I will try hard to heal my hurt, regulate my anxiety, and improve my discomfort, and I will support your efforts to do the same.
I will always treat you with value and...
i keep shaking, and i don’t know how to place it.
it’s not the cold, it’s not the tears either, it’s not the fact that i feel really fucked up and broken and ripped into little pieces that i don’t really quite know how to fix now.
it might be the profound knowledge that all of this, all of everything - it’s my own fault.
i don’t want to be this person. i’d rather be someone else.
i can’t be the person who hangs around and.. well, waits. always. it’s not right that i’m always this person. and no one cares enough to tell me to stop.
or that maybe i just need to wait long enough for that one person who wouldn’t make me wait anymore.
“There are so many fragile things, after all. People break so easily, and so do...”
– Neil Gaiman
bam ba lam, you really get me high, bam ba lam
you don’t even know how much i hang on your every word, and it kills me because you have this much power over me.
last night, she said, 'oh baby, i feel so down, oh...
i couldn’t place it. i knew i loved, i knew i loved someone, i had to. but i couldn’t place it. who? was it now? was it then? was it in the future?
all the old faces came back, and i tried to do a little mix and match - like we used to in kindergarten, with the square pegs and round holes - none of them fit. and when his face came up, i looked at it long and hard and wondered, why...
keep it safe and sound
i need a promise.
“Well, if this turns into an “either or,” you pick the person you love. End of...”
– Miranda Bailey (via fuckyeahgreysanatomy)
“A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your...”
“We need a witness to our lives. There’s a billion people on the planet, what...”
– Shall We Dance (via julie911) (via filmquotes)
